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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Crappy, crappy day...

I did not have a good day today. It started out AWESOME! One of those days where you are glad to get out of bed and enjoy life... My hair was awesome this morning, I wore one of my new outfits, the sun was shining, life was good...

Until around 11:45 am... I won't go into too many details, but we'll just say that a stack of papers disappeared off my desk after the mailman came... That was fun to track down...

Then around 4:00 pm, I start working on a small task, which the results of this task ruined my evening and I am still upset about. Again, I won't go into details, but something important got misplaced and I don't know where it could be... I don't even know if I was the one who misplaced it, but my boss says she gave it to me... So now I feel like an utter moron who can't keep track of a piece of paper... While it was acknowledged that I have a lot on my plate right now and something is bound to slip through the cracks, I still can't help feeling like an idiot when 2 things happen in one day that are sort-of my fault... I know I am smarter than this... I am normally very organized, but right now I feel like my world is tilting... If I lost this thing, what else have I lost? I am second-guessing everything I do now and it's irritating.

So, at the suggestion of my friend, I left work to come home and relax and try to not think about work so that I go back with a fresh set of eyes and brain in the morning...

I hate feeling like a moron...

1 comment:

elsja said...

You poor thing! I can totally empathize. Lately I've been forgetting things- things I NEVER would forget before. I find myself sitting on the couch thinking as hard as I possibly can TRYING to remember something and I just can't do it. I used to have the best memory and it's really disheartening to find myself forgetting now. I'm getting close to 30, but that doesn't seem that old to me!! But could it be my age? Maybe too much alcohol over the last few years? Who knows?